End of an era I guess. I think I've done the right thing. Only time will tell I suppose, but if time tells me that it wasn't the right thing to do, there won't be a great deal that I can do really. I'm so confused, one side of me misses her, but the other side is telling me to be strong, reminding me why I made the decision that I did.
But she doesn't see it like that. My best friend and my girlfriend, possibly both lost all at the same time. We had great times, but things were just getting to be too much for me. I had to do what I think is right for me, not me and her, not just her. But she was so upset. It's hard to be there as a friend when the girlfriend side of you is the one that's made them upset. It will work out though, we didn't end on bad terms, and I'm determined not to lose her altogether. She's too special to me.
I hope she understands that. I tried my best to get it through to her but I'm not sure if it worked. Best pray she does know, or that she reads this. Either or I suppose.
--Out.
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