An old and very loyal friend of mine reminded me of my blogging days today. It used to be the way that I got through life, the way that I could release my feelings in a way that seemed to help me cope a little better. I must admit, it was pretty silly at times, because really what I was writing needed to be heard by someone, and of course I had no idea if anyone was really listening - besides that friend I mentioned.
But now? I'm not really sure why I'm starting this thing up again to be totally honest with you. I like to talk to space, no-one, but with the chance of someone listening and sharing things with me. It's a small chance, but hey, it gives great reassurance.
I've changed alot since then. I say whats on my mind, and I talk straight out about important things. I don't dwell so much. I've put the past behind me, learned from my mistakes and took them in my stride. Some parts of the past were awful, it has to be said, but there was nothing that hasn't made me a stronger person than I was before. The past has matured me, and I understand now how important getting to know people is.
But I'm still learning. In fact, I don't think I will ever stop learning. What would life be about if you didn't learn new things to make life more interesting? My philosophy and ethics course at college has also put alot of things into perspective for me. Like, how you need to set yourself goals in life, because there aren't any set for you. Afterall, who knows the aim or goal of the human race? Some may say it is to reproduce, others may say it is to get closer to God, others would say it is to enjoy every moment you get. But others say they don't know. They sit on the fence. And when you sit on the fence, you need to keep yourself occupied.
And I'm doing exactly that with my life from now on.
No more sugared tear drops!
xxxxx
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