Thoughts

I hate it when you are stuck with a dilemma that, whichever way you chose, you probably still won't be totally happy. That's when you know something has gone wrong along the line. Things could probably be patched up, but they wouldn't be the same. But if things were abandoned, they would never have the chance of being the same. So then you have to ask yourself this:

"As much as we have to make one another happy, we have too look to our selves. We have to ask what we need, then what we want, and then what we desire. If we lead our life by desire then we can't need. What we need is what makes us happy, some look for money, some look for friendship, some look for love. You have to look beyond where we stand, we need hindesight for foresight. With this foresight we can see what we need, therefore understanding ourselves and others". - Annonymous.

Life's a funny thing. And although I must admit, not all of that above quote made sense to me at the time, it's slowly beginning too. But it's not easy to follow, which is why I hate dilemmas. They really do suck. They suck monkey's bollocks - to put it nicely.

So, here's the thing. What happens if you don't know what you want, or need, or desire? What happens if you don't know what you're looking for? What happens if you don't even know if you are looking, or if you are happy and content with what you have? And most of all, HOW are we supposed to know any of these things?

Quite frankly, I think this life is a piss take.

--Out xx